This is not an eloquently written or well-edited post.  I wasn’t planning on sharing this post, but with the recent events in our country, the Holy Spirit has prompted me to do so. If you’re an English teacher, I’m so sorry (lol)… this will not be your favorite post.  That being said, this is directly from my journal and I’m feeling inclined to share… 

My journal entry from August 25, 2025

“Last night I dreamt that I was pregnant and signs that I was going to give birth soon – were happening- yet everything around me was chaos.  I didn’t think anything of it until I opened my Bible this morning and there were many references to pregnant women and the signs of the end times.  How hard it would be to be pregnant and nursing at that time.  “These are the beginning of birth pains”… “Be on guard, be alert, keep watch”.  It feels like maybe it was a sign saying the end times are in fact near?

I think it’s wild that not long before the last supper- Jesus was literally telling the disciples about the end times and the signs of it and told his disciples to “keep watch and do not let him find you sleeping”… yet not long after, Jesus when deeply distressed about his near death- tells the disciples at Gethsemane to “stay here and keep watch”- then he returned to them and found them sleeping. He went away again and said the same thing- and came back and found them sleeping again… Then he says “The hour has come”.  We were just told to be ready- keep watch about the end times.  Jesus then uses the EXACT verbiage to his own disciples… and even they were found sleeping.  Jesus needs his church to WAKE UP- He’s warning us to keep watch and observe the signs- because before we know it- He’ll too be telling us “The hour has come” except this time, he’ll be riding on the clouds.

Update: The same day- a little girl came up to me at the park and said “do you have a baby in your belly?”  Never has that ever happened to me before… so random with my dream of being pregnant and the birth pains references.”  

I’ve never planned on sharing that dream or the message.  I often discredit the dreams I have and instead write about them when I have them… but this now feels too obvious not to share.  After thinking more of the events of this past week, I feel more than ever in my gut that we are living in the end times.  Something I didn’t think about at all was the fact that after the events of Charlie Kirk’s death, my immediate thought was “wake up”… my thoughts kept going to “if you’re a lukewarm Christian saying you are a Chrisitan, but not living out your faith, wake up”… “if you say you love Jesus, but are preaching a Jesus that is ANYTHING outside of the Jesus of the Bible, wake up”… “if you think you have more time and you’ll learn about God tomorrow… wake up”.  Wake up was resounding in my head over and over again after Charlie Kirk’s death because the Holy Spirit was saying so much to me in that moment… and then to see my journal entry of what felt like an end time warning and the exact verbiage of “wake up”… it WOKE ME UP.

Can I be really honest with you for a second?  I don’t want to stir the pot.  I don’t want to bother or annoy people.  I really, REALLY want to just let people live their lives and live their lives how THEY want to… but that’s not loving and that’s not what God calls me to do.  It feels loving to just let people live their lives the way they want to, but what if the way they are living is not reflective of how God wants us to live?  What if the life they are living is not leading to eternity in Heaven?  Why is it that we choose to live off of our own moral compasses versus God’s moral compass?  Why is it that all of us have made ourselves our own gods instead of following The God who created it all?

God is telling me that time is running out. Now is the time to accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior. Now is the time to ask questions and SEEK God with all your heart.  NOW is the time to open your Bible and figure out what this whole “Jesus and Christianity” thing is all about.  Now is the time to repent and believe.  Your parents’ faith isn’t going to save you.  Your spouse’s beliefs aren’t going to save you.  You going to church once a week isn’t going to save you.  You believing that there is a god isn’t going to save you.  

Only Jesus saves.  Only Jesus.  Wake up, friends… wake up.